Well haven’t posted anything here for a month, been very busy with my personal life and also my works. Started to seriously develop my own business in web design and web development fields this is the only skill i have and i love to do.
Working almost 14 hours a day, day and night but thanks for bee who has accompanied me during the daylight works and meetings. well a lot of headache actually and even worse almost a week full bed rest because i am pretty sick but thats all gone, and now i am ready to strike back
Tonight i am laying down in Your way asking the same simple thing, cukup lama sejak terakhir kali aku meminta hal yang sama dari Mu, since You seem forsaken me alone in the dark, Kau biarkan tujuan hidupku keluar dari jalanku, Kau biarkan aku membuat kesalahan yang ku sesali dengan air mata dan mungkin akan kusesali dengan hidupku, i am half dead, You knew it but seems You no longer care.
When it comes in mind (again) and hurt inside down, speechless, powerless, no choices but tearing, am i think about it too much? i did not want to, it just like that, comes and goes, forgive me.
What a wonderful night, just a coulpe hours ride and all those shits kissed all away (hey u all svcks get outta ma head), and the sunshine is back (hoooraay!)
Rumah mungil, halaman yang hijau, sinar matahari yang cerah, **k di balkon (uhmmm delicious), dream goes on …
Mom i am proud for being your son, as i am proud for being her man, this is the life i’ve been searching for years, all the darkness has gone away.
GiZ thanks for being my light and i am thankful for your love and patience.
Mom & dad, i’ll come home stronger, with the ‘lil butterfly by my side,
nothing to worry about, and i am thankfull for your love.
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I’ve seen enough now, to know that the beautiful things dont always stay that way
I’ve done enough now, to know that this beautiful place isn’t everything they say
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Like the prodigal son, I was out of my own
now i’am trying to find my way back home
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To the praying mother and the worried father, let your children go
if they come back, they’ll come home stronger, and if they don’t you’ll know
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Flying up high with the ‘lil butterfly by my side.
Happy 4th anniversary,
we’ve ride the long long way together,
we’re riding the same way still,
and I’ll ensure we will be in this way for the years to come.