Working almost 14 hours a day, day and night but thanks for bee who has accompanied me during the daylight works and meetings. well a lot of headache actually and even worse almost a week full bed rest because i am pretty sick but thats all gone, and now i am ready to strike back

Overall i like this period, enough projects to do and the most important thing is i still love to do it 110%, dreams goes on new mac book pro and ford escape will coming in *wink* who knows.

Tonight i am laying down in Your way asking the same simple thing, cukup lama sejak terakhir kali aku meminta hal yang sama dari Mu, since You seem forsaken me alone in the dark, Kau biarkan tujuan hidupku keluar dari jalanku, Kau biarkan aku membuat kesalahan yang ku sesali dengan air mata dan mungkin akan kusesali dengan hidupku, i am half dead, You knew it but seems You no longer care.

Mencoba menerima dan memahami apa yang telah terjadi, I did, but this pain comes and goes tanpa aku inginkan dan sampai detik ini aku masih terpuruk, i bet no one will understand, jika aku kurang sabar berikan aku kesabaran, jika aku kurang berbesar hati ajarkan aku caranya hingga aku tidak lagi menyakiti orang-orang yang ku sayangi dengan keterpurukan ku yang kian dalam.

Aku mencerca Mu dalam kemarahan dan keterpurukanku, dan Kau hanya diam. Aku menangis dalam sendiri ku dan Kau tetap diam. Aku berteriak dan bertanya kenapa? dan Kau masih tetap diam. Aku merasa kesepian dalam keramaian dan Engkau melangkah semakin jauh.

Malam ini aku memohon maaf Mu, jagakan dia untuk ku, if i’am asking too much just let me know, atau berikan aku tidur yang lelap malam ini dan jangan biarkan aku bangun besok pagi.

With all the pain, tears, and sorry

Me!

Mom & Dad, apologize, afraid that i have no chance to say it,
Bee you’re the light,
Joe & Ruby, if you want me to go, just take me away with pleasure, i swear.

I am Powerless, bee!

Love this song a lot, nice beat but also meaningful lyrics (at least it says something to somebody), at my itunes its on the top of play count.

As I walk through the valley
Of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
Have gone their separate ways
I’ve seen enough now
To know that beautiful things
Don’t always stay that way
I’ve done enough now
To know this beautiful place
Isn’t everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like the city of angels
I’m walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I’ve seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city with the sinner
I’ve done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I’m a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I’m trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I’m delivered
I’m delivered

You’re from a small town
You’re gonna grow up fast
Underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
On the boulevard
The dead come back to life

To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They’ll come home stronger
And if they don’t
You’ll know

They think that evil comes disguised
Like the city of angels
I’m walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I’ve seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city with the sinner
I’ve done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I’m a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I’m trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I’m delivered
I’m delivered

Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered (on my own, on my own)

Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered

I confess I’m a sinner
I’ve seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered

Nice Joel! Good Charlotte Rocks.

Rumah mungil, halaman yang hijau, sinar matahari yang cerah, **k di balkon (uhmmm delicious), dream goes on …

Mom i am proud for being your son, as i am proud for being her man, this is the life i’ve been searching for years, all the darkness has gone away.

GiZ thanks for being my light and i am thankful for your love and patience.

…
I’ve seen enough now, to know that the beautiful things dont always stay that way
I’ve done enough now, to know that this beautiful place isn’t everything they say
…
Like the prodigal son, I was out of my own
now i’am trying to find my way back home
…
To the praying mother and the worried father, let your children go
if they come back, they’ll come home stronger, and if they don’t you’ll know
…

Flying up high with the ‘lil butterfly by my side.

Its us 2005 – 2009

cheers