Tonight i am laying down in Your way asking the same simple thing, cukup lama sejak terakhir kali aku meminta hal yang sama dari Mu, since You seem forsaken me alone in the dark, Kau biarkan tujuan hidupku keluar dari jalanku, Kau biarkan aku membuat kesalahan yang ku sesali dengan air mata dan mungkin akan kusesali dengan hidupku, i am half dead, You knew it but seems You no longer care.
When it comes in mind (again) and hurt inside down, speechless, powerless, no choices but tearing, am i think about it too much? i did not want to, it just like that, comes and goes, forgive me.
This is just for fun actually so dont take it seriously, well pemilihan presiden sudah dekat, baru 3 pasang calon yang telah mendaftarkan diri dan di media massa lagi rame soal pembahasan ekonomi neo liberalisme (hey guys save your energy, tidak akan ada pengaruhnya), personaly isu neo liberalisme itu bukan sesuatu yang harus diperdebatkan infact that “hanya” ada 3 calon dan semua dari mereka gembar gembor soal ekonomi kerakyatan, see? mereka semua bicara tentang ekonomi kerakyatan bukan neo liberal atau apalah istilahnya, but for me thats just another bullshits as usual, same shits from a different ass and different toilette.
What a wonderful night, just a coulpe hours ride and all those shits kissed all away (hey u all svcks get outta ma head), and the sunshine is back (hoooraay!)
Rumah mungil, halaman yang hijau, sinar matahari yang cerah, **k di balkon (uhmmm delicious), dream goes on …
Mom i am proud for being your son, as i am proud for being her man, this is the life i’ve been searching for years, all the darkness has gone away.
GiZ thanks for being my light and i am thankful for your love and patience.
Mom & dad, i’ll come home stronger, with the ‘lil butterfly by my side,
nothing to worry about, and i am thankfull for your love.
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I’ve seen enough now, to know that the beautiful things dont always stay that way
I’ve done enough now, to know that this beautiful place isn’t everything they say
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Like the prodigal son, I was out of my own
now i’am trying to find my way back home
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To the praying mother and the worried father, let your children go
if they come back, they’ll come home stronger, and if they don’t you’ll know
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Flying up high with the ‘lil butterfly by my side.
Happy 4th anniversary,
we’ve ride the long long way together,
we’re riding the same way still,
and I’ll ensure we will be in this way for the years to come.
Belakangan ini selalu feeling so blue, ngerasa seperti ABG yang jatuh cinta untuk kesekian kali terhadap orang yang sama, isi sms cuman kangen, cinta, sayang dan segala kata yang terkadang (for some peoples) bombastis but at the mean time i feel it true (swear!).
Mencoba mendapatkan perhatian dia di setiap detik (uhm am i bombastic honeybee? again?), pengen selalu menghabiskan waktu bersama, simply she’s everything and nothing but her (again i feel it true, i swear!).
2005 – 2009
